Jan 22, 2009

我的论文

这是我假期上课最后的PAPER,这课其实给我蛮多感想的,我改日再写。明天就是这门课的FINAL EXAM了,所以我的PAPER也该交了,今天先把PAPER贴上了……唉,我好几天的心血~~~这东西会改我的格式,真晕。唉,有兴趣的再凑合着看吧……徐志摩和狄更斯的比较……浪漫主义诗人……




Chang Xu
ENG 270: American Literature to 1920 (winter, 2009)
Final Paper
Professor Micklus
Jan. 23, 2008
Comparison of Two Romantic Poets in American and China
-Emily Elizabeth Dickinson and Xu Zhimo
Emily Elizabeth Dickinson is a major American Romantic writer in nineteenth-century. Xu Zhimo is one of the greatest Romantic Poets in China during the beginning of twentieth-century. Both as outstanding Romantic writers through their period, they have similarities in expressing their own emotions. Love, death, are among the various themes in both Dickinson’s and Zhimo’s poems. They are both good at capturing peek moments in life.
Both Dickinson and Zhimo’s poems are unique for the era in which they wrote. “Dickinson is widely acknowledged as one of the founders of American poetry, an innovative pre-modernist poet as well as a rebellious and courageous woman.” (Cambridge Companion to Emily Dickinson) According to “The Recognition of Emily Dickinson”, “To some, Miss Dickinson was more easily a “modern” poet than a nineteenth-century one. To others she was of her own time and heritage but also clearly beyond it.” “Emerson called her “the Poetry of the Portfolio,”-something produced absolutely without the thought of publication, and solely by way of expression of the writer’s own mind.” (qtd. in Thomas) Her poems contain short lines and often utilize slant rhyme as well as unconventional capitalization.
While Xu Zhimo, who is generally recognized as the representative of romantic Chinese poet of his generation, is a pioneer in promoting the form of modern Chinese poetry. Kai-yu Hsu says, “The kind of starry-eyed idealism he embraced was expressed in his almost childlike faith in the validity of absolute individualism: to assert oneself, to realize oneself, to find one-sublime and the ecstatic; something above the ordinary yet not of the other world.” His poems are frank, specialized in iconoclastic rejection of conventional morality.
Fractured love is one of their favorite topics. In Dickinson’s case, her love of earthy things was a major deterrent: “It is hard for me to give up the world” .
Miss Dickinson says, (J640, P317)
I cannot live with You-
It would be Life-
And life is over there-
Behind the Shelf…

So We must meet apart-
You there-I-Here
With just the Door ajar
That Oceans are- and Prayer-
And that White Sustenance-
Despair-
As Hu Shi recognized Zhimo, “His (Zhimo’s) poetry expresses the conflict between the ideals of love, freedom, beauty and the world.”
In Zhimo’s poem “Chance”,
I am a cloud in the sky
A chance shadow on the wave of your heart.
Don’t be surprised,
Or too elated:
In an instant I shall vanish without trace.
We meet on the sea of dark night,
You on your way, I on mine.
Remember if you will,
Or, better still, forget
The light exchanged in this encounter.
They both illustrate the pain of separation is what finally lives on. They would like to use small “breaks” to illustrate the “fractured” relationships. In Dickinson’s poem, she uses three dashes to describe the broken relationship between people. In Zhimo’s poem, he uses short sentences to make us take a breath in upset.
However, they have different attitude toward the fractured relationship with love. In Dickinson’s poems, she explains a feeling of taking over her own soul in the relationship as a female. While Zhimo, is more sacrificing towards the “imperfect love”.
Dickinson says, (J754, P369)
My Life had stood- a Loaded Gun-
In Corner- till a Day
The Owner passed- identified-
And carried Me away-
And now We roam in Sovereign Woods-
And now We hunt the Doe-


Though I than He- may longer live
He longer mush- than I-
For I have but the power to kill
Without – the power to die-
She admits the fracture between even the fondest lovers, and finds a way to be herself, rather than destroying herself or dying for love. Fred D. White says, “Faced with the resulting isolation and finitude, the individual must direct his or her own life with great deliberateness, despite the fact that there is no certainty of behavior, no divinely sanctioned moral code.” (The Cambridge Companion to Emily Dickinson)
Zhimo says in “This is a coward’s world”,

Follow me, my love,
To abandon this world
And die for our love!
I will hold your hand,
My love, follow me;

An immense ocean with its unlimited gleaming white,
Let’s be in love and forever free!
He acquires his faith in love, and would rather die for love. He has an unreserved surrender of himself to love. Kai-yu Hsu says, “In his praise of love and life seen in their most beautiful moments, Xu Zhimo time and again betrays his feeling of futility about both and with a sigh sinks back to find comfort in Hardy’s Stoic pessimism.”
Another similar topic they choose is death, “It must be observed that the number of poems by Miss Dickinson on this subject is one of the most remarkable things about her.”(Conrad Aiken)
Dickinson mentions “death” in several of her poems, “I died for Beauty” (J449, P216); “Because I could not stop for Death” (J712, P350); “I heard a Fly buzz-when I died-”(J465, P223). “Going to the heaven! I don’t know when- pray do not ask me how!” (J79, P41) “Death sets a Thing significant/ The Eye had hurried by…” (J360, P170) “I could not stop for death”(The Chariot)
Death, and the problem of life after death, obsessed her. She seems to have thought of it constantly- she died all her life. She reflects upon the details comprising a typical day in her life. According to Kierkegaard, “Death is earnest, gives life force as nothing else does; it makes one alert as nothing else does.” Dickinson gives dramatic poignancy to the idea. The content of death in her poems has presented a typical Christian theme in them.
In Zhimo’s poem “Love’s inspiration”,
For a long time I have been gazing at death itself.
Since the day the bond of love was sealed in my heart
I have been gazing at death-
That realm of perpetual beauty; to death
I happily surrendered myself because
It is the birth of the brilliant and the free.
From that moment on I scorned my body
And even less did I care
For the floating glory of this life;
I longed to trust my breath to time
Even more infinite than it.

This poem describes a cycle of birth and death. In Zhimo’s opinion, death is the peek moment in life. Death is not miserable when it becomes the perfect unity between spirit and reality. He is not afraid to think of dying and he even called it “easeful death” in another poem.
Emily Dickinson and Xu Zhimo are fundamental Romantic Writers in American and Chinese literature. They write poems about love and death, using their spontaneous inspiration expressing peek moments in life.








Works Cited
Blake, Caesar R, and Carlton F. Wells. The Recognition of Emily Dickinson- Selected Criticism Since 1890. U of Michigan P, 1964.
Joseph S. M. Lau & Howard Goldblatt, eds. The Columbia Anthology of Modern Chinese Literature second edition. U of Columbia P, 2007.
Hsu, Kai-yu. Twentieth Century Chinese Poetry an Anthology. Doubleday & Company, Inc., 1963.
Thomas H. Johnson. The Complete poems of Emily Dickinson. Little, Brown and Company, 1960.
Wendy Martin. The Cambridge Companion to Emily Dickinson. U Cambridge P, 2002.




Jan 6, 2009

United Nations(联合国)Statue of liberty(自由女神)

去了MOMA,人实在是挤得受不了了,于是我们一直向东走,就到了联合国……
这是联合国大楼,可是没有挂国旗





去自由女神像,上自由岛之前,其实我后悔得要死,排了快3个小时的队,站在曼哈顿岛的南边吹海风,我感觉我已经快生病了。可是上了自由岛,觉得不枉此行。
首先是天气特别好,其次是自由岛上有很多自由自在飞翔的海鸟(海鸥),想起了老妈最喜欢的动物。
茫茫排队坐船的人上自由岛。



这个拍得不错~:)




赶了半天的鸟…………

海风轻拂


站在自由岛上背后就是曼哈顿……


好傻……


金色大门。。

爱丽丝岛,自由岛对面的小岛





侧面MONI的表情嘿嘿





鸟瞪着我……

Jan 3, 2009

街景,wall street(华尔街),the Metropolitan Museum(大都会博物馆)


大都会博物馆









rockerfeller center




wall street,我们只是路过而已,从地铁下来就不停的在走。




flushing,法拉盛的街景,全是中国人,中国城,中国广告,想念那个让我差点呕的奶茶,还是很好喝……~~:)







upper east的一家小店,scott~








美丽的东河岸,有人说浪漫,有人说心酸,看着一江春水向东流,载不动几多愁。




雾里的达到









这是中国城,比较好看的一面~呵呵








34 avenue,我们的老地方~
















Jan 2, 2009

time square(时代广场),rockerfeller center(洛克菲勒中心)

这就是后来12月31号倒计时的那个大钟,其实不怎么大。






来来回回几天去了好几次。第一天晚上是初次见到。让我知道了纽约的FANCY,人多得不得了,我的确四个月没有见到如此热闹的场景和地方了。熙熙攘攘的人群,脸上的表情有开心,有兴奋,我觉得更多的是一种不知所措。




游客中的大多数还是不忘记抬着相机狂拍,就像他,就像我们。




广场上让我想起南京路,都是广告,都是商店,而且装修的豪华并且炫目,这是swatch表店。

哪里有游人,哪里就有变着法子挣钱的人,这里是玩具中心,门口是一个打扮成加菲猫和游客拍照收钱的人,一位亚洲游客,我偷拍她,她居然看我的镜头,我发现其实很多照片上面,都会有人注意我的相机。这是回来翻的时候才发现,原来人对镜头也是会敏感的。



让我映像深刻的MM豆中心,可爱的MM豆。中心前面的广告牌


一进门就是一个巨大的MM


店里全是MM豆豆各种产品,包括MM豆豆内裤。不过我没拍到~







比较开心的一件事情是去做了这个MM豆豆人品测试,测出来我的很不错哦!HAPPY@!





接下来就到了rockerfeller center,看到了那个传说中最大的圣诞树,圣诞树顶端是施华洛世奇的水晶。可是其实我觉得不算太大,我记得以前在人大对面的那个商场前面的圣诞树好像和这个也差不多。、

哪里都是人,所以time square上也都是卖小吃的小商贩,图下本来是一个非常美丽的教堂,可是怎么拍都避不开小吃摊上烧烤的浓烟,所以看起来教堂烟雾缭绕的。


洛克菲勒中心旁边楼上的雪花灯,终于感到了所谓圣诞的气息。


传说中的最美丽的橱窗,人群都是拍着队挤着去看的。